Cermin 26

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26..

So it turns out to be my birthday today ... well... i wasn't too bad (although it could have been better). I had dinner with mum & my neighbour, Agus at West Lake (Agus managed to get me a bit drunk). I haven't thought of any resolution for this year .... so let me decide it now. :) ... For the past few years, work had been "ok.. i'll get up in the morning, go to work... do my job... do whatever they tell me, as best as I can.. go home... sleep". I'd like to change that attitude.
I don't want to do things simply because they tell me to do them. Not anymore. I'll question, and think. Think why the company choose to do this way... understand the business reasons. I love my job. I love it so much in such a way that I feel that I'm part of it, I feel responsible for the success/failure of this business.
Why did I think in this way? Well... I overheard conversation among my senior colleagues on Friday. It seems that they are looking for new job at the moment. When that time finally comes, there wont be many people I can rely upon. I have to step up to fill in some of the missing spaces.


Well.. thats for my career.

As for my love life... I still, and will continuously try to improve myself in whatever way possible, to respect and love her. I've always think that she is the one, and I'm willing to do anything for her. Funny that I've always feel the spark everytime I see her. Its like... everytime is the first time I see her eyes, her smile. So tender and gentle. :) I love you very much, darling.

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